The Journey Begins

My journey began with a boom. An Earth shattering thunderous boom that made me think my life was over. But it wasn't over, my life was just starting. My family broke up, I was left to raise my brother while my mother went off and fucked her life up and my step-dad attempted to save …

Oh Shit Y’all

Guess Who Broke Her Restraining Order This bitch: That my dear readers (which, btw, I don't quite understand why I'm getting followers? Are y'all just the people who follow to get more followers? I'm lost) is Elizabeth. That is the woman who acts like she is gonna kill herself to get attention of others. This …

Reaching Out

Currently it is 2:23 PM. I just got home from a stressful day of school, I'm hungry and in desperate need of a nap. As soon as I connect to Wi-Fi when I get home, my phone starts lighting up with all the emails I've gotten today (which is normally about 20-40 by 3 PM). …

Growing Up Alone

Guess what I did two days ago. I went and toured my first potential college. Guess who I did it with. Not my mother. I went with my grandparents. Guess who I saw in the tour group. A bunch of moms and dads with their children. Guess what I am doing today. Going to my …

The Transition From Happy to Sad to Happy Again

I think a big part of growing up and getting older is noticing various changes in your personality. I think that there came a point in my life when I decided that staying alive trumped my need to be happy. I focused more on ignoring my self destructive thoughts instead of thinking about what was …

Maria and Elle

I got a pretty interesting message from someone named Lijah Ball the other day, and it has some pretty crazy coincidences in it. Imagine that you encountered a mother and daughter, Maria and her daughter Elle. Maria is hurt by Elle's behavior, and she moves away from Elle. Elle reaches out repeatedly, begging to have …